Hello My Love,
I am writing in hopes that your eyes land on this letter. That you read my words and know that they were meant for you. One small thing… I do not know who I am addressing – partially yes, but not in the way most people mean when they say that they know someone.
Let me explain.
I can feel you. I can feel your heart flutter when you are nervous and excited. My cheeks warm as you become heated with embarrassment by a joke made at your expense. My lips curl and twist as your mouth exhales laughter and sarcasm. Perhaps it is most apparent when I am outside and a breeze washes over me. As it first sweeps over me, I become aware of the coolness. Letting the brisk air roll over my arms and through my fingers, I ever so gently tilt my head back and allow it to pass through my hair. It lifts and separates the strands, releasing the heat that was building beneath my long flowing locks.
These moments once escaped me. I did not notice the beauty around me or the joy in that moment – the connection to you and the world around me. Then one day, I felt it. I felt you. As I began to notice it was evidence you exist, I let myself embrace those moments.
Near a trolley station or in a park. In a grocery store parking lot or walking to grab a cup of coffee from the local café. When the breeze picks up, I know it’s you. Whether you have sent it for me to say hello, or it is the ripple effect of your laughter or tears, I know it’s from you. I revel in these moments. They bring me such joy and peace. Such hope and relief. Knowing you exist, that you are out there, I send my love to you.
I send my love to you often. With the purest intent, it is sent out into the universe to find you. I quiet my mind and focus my feelings of love and care and send it your way. Under my breath in a crowded room, I whisper it. I cannot hold it in or deny that it exists. I can feel you and know that you are there, sending your love to me. Your intention for me. Thank you.
I wonder if we have met. Were we in the same café in Europe? Do we both read in the same park? Have I passed you on the street? Have we met? Have we spoken? Will we ever meet? While I would love to know the answers to these questions, it is enough that I can feel you and know that you exist. Whether or not we ever meet, I am so grateful that I am able to bask in your light. You experience life in a way that makes my days brighter. You are truly amazing and I adore you. I send you my love and hope that you receive it. I send you my love and hope that you feel worthy of it, and believe that it is true and honest. I send you my love and hope that it warms your heart and makes your eyes sparkle and dance, the way you do for me.
Thank you. Thank you. I love and adore you.